Time really flies by so quickly, it's already been a month and a week since I arrived in UK, Bournemouth. As mention in all my previous blog, life here has been good so far, really thankful to God for all the experience so far. A little update as to what has been going on.
Since I last mention about what I wanted to do and join, as reality sets in, I am doing none of those things I mention. Haha. Yes apparently it wasn't suppose to be my plan, God plan's is always greater and I'm really speechless when I look back and see how it all fall into place.
I did not join the dance group as it clashes with my Uni's Christian Union (CU) meeting. The christian union meeting is really good, only down side is that it's in town and not in campus so a little far from where I stay. But nevertheless, I decided God before anything else so Christian union over street dance club. Now I'm getting myself involve in Christian Union events and activities. I joined their tea and toast last friday after my work. Tea and Toast is a event where once every 2 weeks on the friday, a bunch of Christian from CU will gather and serve tea and toast to students who go out partying till late at night. It was pretty amazing. Students just walk past the place, come in and talk to us, or to get a cup of hot tea before they go partying. Then at the morning when all the clubs and pubs close they come right back in slightly drunk or wasted and get another cup of hot drink and some toast to eat. It was pretty scary at first when I started seeing drunk students coming in talking loudly and stuff, but as you serve them tea and toast it wasn't really that bad. They started taking all sorts of stuff and that's how conversation starts. It's also amazing see how some of the drunk can play jenga and stack really high up. I met 4 of my coursemates, I've never talked to them before that day. Now 2 of them says hi to me in sch during lectures. Tea and toast made me see another side of giving and asking for no return. And that when you give wholeheartedly, you will gain more than you ever expected you will. Thank God for the wonderful experience and strength to pull all of us through. Oh did i mention the tea and toast is from 11pm-4am. Yeah it was, gonna do it again next week. It's fun and conversation about God would just start out of no where. It's a really good way for me to build up my faith and challenge myself more in terms of knowing and reading the bible more thoroughly. So i can answers the questions that people ask.
Well other than tea and toast, I've sign myself up for learning to lead in worship in CU gathering. I know I gave up the chance when I was offer in AGPC, but I had my reasons back then. Now I feel that it's time and I should learn how to lead worship. I do pray for strength and confidence as I really can't sing very well and I can't play instrument. Well pray that I'll leave everything in God's hands and I really wish I can brush up on my keyboard skills and singing skills while I'm here in UK. Dear Lord, you are the God of songs, the God of music, I just pray that you will help me in learning how to worship you in music.
Well of course to improve on my music sense, skills and stamina I'm doing things to help myself. I've joined the Uni's contemporary choir and I sing while I walk to school (almost everyday, it's a 25min journey). I know walking isn't really very helpful in stamina but it does if you are walking up and down slopes and singing at the same time. I just joined the choir and the people in it are really good, if it had been an audition I wouldn't be inside but I guess it's just a door that God opens for me to learn as well. So I'll just take what is given. :)
And then I joined the CU in their global cafe activity as well. Global cafe is an activity held by the uni, for every international student to meet people and have coffee, tea and cookie together, CU just go there and help or to meet people. I joined the activity this week and met a lovely gal from Indonesia. It's really nice to meet people from around asia because you can talk about the similar problems we face, the food we miss, and the weather of the country. Haha. I'll be going again next week hopefully can meet for people then.
Ah i realise I didn't mention that the events are all happening on the same day. Global cafe is on wed at 5-6.30pm. Choir practice is on wed 6pm-7.15pm. And CU gathering is on wed 7.30pm-9pm. Yes they are one after another but it all works out nicely in a way or another. I just pray that I can have good time management to handle all the activities.
Well talking about all those opportunities, I had another one, I became the rep for my group. It wasn't by vote, I kinda volunteer it. The thing is I don't think anyone in my group knows that I'm the rep, partly cos most can't be bother and it wasn't announced. But nevermind, I just take it as a training (and to get the purple jumper). I need to boost my confidence and communication skills and I really hope that being a rep can help me with it. So that's something else I need to pray about.
Yupz that's kinda my updated so far I think. I'm really getting involve in CU and hope that I can find a church to settle down soon thou i kinda already have one in mind but I'm still keeping my choices open for the moment. Oh i think i didn't mention it in my previous blog, but I'm really grateful to how smooth sailing things has been so far. I really feel blessed and well taken care of my God. From my arrival in UK, the rush for the bus, catching it 1sec before it leaves, finding my homestay accommodation, got lost and got send home by helpful ppl, got sent to my new accommodation by my homestay host, settling in my new house, getting alone with my housemates, making friends in uni, making friends in my course etc. All and all I am so thankful and grateful. Without Him, I wouldn't have come this far, without Him I wouldn't be where I am, and without Him I would be condemn. Dear Lord I thank you for the love you have shown and given me. I pray that you can give me a little bit more strength, faith and confidence so I can go out there and be your salt and light to the world. I love you Lord.
Till next time.
Friday, 21 October 2011
Monday, 10 October 2011
food
Yes, it's merely a month and I'm missing singapore hawker food already. Reason is simple, British food only consist of potatoes, burgers, sandwich, wraps, fish & chips. Yes that is all.
So I really miss all the hawker food in Singapore. And the food culture is really different. I had conversations with my friends about food in Singapore, they were like really shock and find the food that i eat really weird.
1.) british pancakes are really thin and white, they eat it with lemon and sugar
2.) chicken feet, frog legs, bird nest, pig organs (kway chap) are weird to them
3.) some of them have never seen century egg and salted egg
4.) chinese food sounds interested and at the same time weird to them
5.) some of them (most of my friends) have no idea what dim sum are
the sad british people are missing out in a lot of good food. Thank God for the amazing food spread in Singapore and Asia.
So I really miss all the hawker food in Singapore. And the food culture is really different. I had conversations with my friends about food in Singapore, they were like really shock and find the food that i eat really weird.
1.) british pancakes are really thin and white, they eat it with lemon and sugar
2.) chicken feet, frog legs, bird nest, pig organs (kway chap) are weird to them
3.) some of them have never seen century egg and salted egg
4.) chinese food sounds interested and at the same time weird to them
5.) some of them (most of my friends) have no idea what dim sum are
the sad british people are missing out in a lot of good food. Thank God for the amazing food spread in Singapore and Asia.
Monday, 3 October 2011
settling down in Bournemouth and in Uni
It's 1 more day and I'm in UK for 3 weeks. All has been good so far, my housemates are really great people to live with. I don't have to deal with ppl having parties in halls or in house and stuff as I heard lots about other people's accommodation. So I'm really thankful about my accommodation and housemates.
Really thankful that my bank account is sorted out as well. Had some problems about bank account in my first week and was really stress about it. Thank God it's been set up and $$ is on the way, now I can pay my rent. Finding my way around is not really hard with a map on hand, but without the map every road is like every other road. As mention before the buses timings are something that I have to get use to. But busing is too expensive here so I walk to school, it's kind of my only form of exercise. I'm glad I've got my perm phone number up as well. My previous number is costing me too much money as it's mainly use for international calls. Culture shock has come and pass really quickly so I'm thankful about that as well.
I've made a few friends in my course and really thankful about that as everyone tends to just form into groups on the first day of school as they met each other the week in clubs before in freshers, so i was really glad i found some friends that I can click with. Although the difference in culture and the kind of shows and music we listen tends to be different in some ways and I find it hard to communicate sometimes but I guess these are the things I need to brush up on.
Lesson just officially started so there's lots of assignments and reading coming in. Still not sure how I feel about school but I guess it'll really be different from working and stuff. There will be lots of writing coming in as well and I'm having butterflies about it. But I guess I'll work it out as it goes. I know that I don't have much to complain about having 3 units a year, 2 units; similar units for 2 terms and 1 unit for the last term. But each unit weights 40 credits, so it's no joke.
Clubs and societies sign up are starting this week. I've drop my e-mail for quite a few and I not really sure which ones I'm going to really stay on. I've wanted to join the musical theatre group as tech and it seems like they just call us on when they have a production, it's good in a way that commitment level is only during the production. There is another theatre group that do mostly original plays and I'm thinking of signing up for that as well. I've drop my e-mail for street dancing, baking club and writers society as well. I would love to go for all and one of my aim was to learn dancing while I'm here. Baking club just sound fun and I love to bake. Writers society is for me to meet writers (for my project in future) and to learn how to write scripts which I think I need to start learning as well. So much to join but so little time. I've sign up for a school ambassador and going to sign up for the student development award and planning to sign up for the DofE award as well. I know I'm a little too ambitious at the moment but first year is like the only time I have to do all these stuff. Anyway I might drop the dance thing and learn it in my 2nd year. Not to mention that I hope to pick up another language as well. Too many things. I shall just see which ones fit into my schedule as I can't have the best of both worlds, most things seems to fall on wed and I can only choose to go for one. Come to think of that there's the Christian union meetings as well.
Mentioning about christian, my church search hasn't really started. I've only been to one church so far, it wasn't bad, teaching is fine so far, read the website it's biblical. The people I've met in the church area really friendly and there's a group of students as well. But the worship session of the church is really different back home, I feel a bit weird, maybe because I'm too use to the way of worship in church back home. Anyway I'll be going to another church this weekend and see how that goes. Will be attending the christian union meeting this wed evening as well. Praying for guidance and pray that I can find a church and settle down soon. I know if I don't settle this in the first two months I'll have the tenancy to stop going for church.
Well mentioning about church and Christianity I just had the most intriguing conversion with my housemates. As I mention that none of my housemates are christian, I just found out that one of them as he says is a soft atheist. Well I'm not really knowledgeable enough as to answer all his queries, his doubts and his point of view. He know lots of religion and just read them as interest. Also because he studies psychology and studies the psychology of religion. I wish I can put some of my thoughts into words and explain to him what I feel about his view point but I'm not really good at that yet. Especially to argue in english. When speaking to him, disong and xian jie came to my mind. I think if he talks to the 2 of them he might get a better picture. Well I guess that's a challenge God has given me. Also to tell me to read more. It is indeed not a road of all smooth sailing, but God's grace and strength will see me through.
Still God is really great and I might be getting a part-time job soon. Not really sure how much hours I need to work for the moment but through the conversion it sounds like roughly 14-16hrs a week. It's pretty alright actually cos it's an evening job. If I work just on fri and sat evening it'll be 13hrs and I can earn about 84.50. Doesn't cover my rent but it'll cover half my rent and most of my living expenses so it's not too bad. If I work more I'll just earn more. But anyway all is still to be confirm. It does seems that I have a lot going on in my life right now and I think I really have to give and take and give some things for my first year. Oh well, I'll just plan as things come my way, really hard to say currently.
Anyway time to sleep, till next time.
Really thankful that my bank account is sorted out as well. Had some problems about bank account in my first week and was really stress about it. Thank God it's been set up and $$ is on the way, now I can pay my rent. Finding my way around is not really hard with a map on hand, but without the map every road is like every other road. As mention before the buses timings are something that I have to get use to. But busing is too expensive here so I walk to school, it's kind of my only form of exercise. I'm glad I've got my perm phone number up as well. My previous number is costing me too much money as it's mainly use for international calls. Culture shock has come and pass really quickly so I'm thankful about that as well.
I've made a few friends in my course and really thankful about that as everyone tends to just form into groups on the first day of school as they met each other the week in clubs before in freshers, so i was really glad i found some friends that I can click with. Although the difference in culture and the kind of shows and music we listen tends to be different in some ways and I find it hard to communicate sometimes but I guess these are the things I need to brush up on.
Lesson just officially started so there's lots of assignments and reading coming in. Still not sure how I feel about school but I guess it'll really be different from working and stuff. There will be lots of writing coming in as well and I'm having butterflies about it. But I guess I'll work it out as it goes. I know that I don't have much to complain about having 3 units a year, 2 units; similar units for 2 terms and 1 unit for the last term. But each unit weights 40 credits, so it's no joke.
Clubs and societies sign up are starting this week. I've drop my e-mail for quite a few and I not really sure which ones I'm going to really stay on. I've wanted to join the musical theatre group as tech and it seems like they just call us on when they have a production, it's good in a way that commitment level is only during the production. There is another theatre group that do mostly original plays and I'm thinking of signing up for that as well. I've drop my e-mail for street dancing, baking club and writers society as well. I would love to go for all and one of my aim was to learn dancing while I'm here. Baking club just sound fun and I love to bake. Writers society is for me to meet writers (for my project in future) and to learn how to write scripts which I think I need to start learning as well. So much to join but so little time. I've sign up for a school ambassador and going to sign up for the student development award and planning to sign up for the DofE award as well. I know I'm a little too ambitious at the moment but first year is like the only time I have to do all these stuff. Anyway I might drop the dance thing and learn it in my 2nd year. Not to mention that I hope to pick up another language as well. Too many things. I shall just see which ones fit into my schedule as I can't have the best of both worlds, most things seems to fall on wed and I can only choose to go for one. Come to think of that there's the Christian union meetings as well.
Mentioning about christian, my church search hasn't really started. I've only been to one church so far, it wasn't bad, teaching is fine so far, read the website it's biblical. The people I've met in the church area really friendly and there's a group of students as well. But the worship session of the church is really different back home, I feel a bit weird, maybe because I'm too use to the way of worship in church back home. Anyway I'll be going to another church this weekend and see how that goes. Will be attending the christian union meeting this wed evening as well. Praying for guidance and pray that I can find a church and settle down soon. I know if I don't settle this in the first two months I'll have the tenancy to stop going for church.
Well mentioning about church and Christianity I just had the most intriguing conversion with my housemates. As I mention that none of my housemates are christian, I just found out that one of them as he says is a soft atheist. Well I'm not really knowledgeable enough as to answer all his queries, his doubts and his point of view. He know lots of religion and just read them as interest. Also because he studies psychology and studies the psychology of religion. I wish I can put some of my thoughts into words and explain to him what I feel about his view point but I'm not really good at that yet. Especially to argue in english. When speaking to him, disong and xian jie came to my mind. I think if he talks to the 2 of them he might get a better picture. Well I guess that's a challenge God has given me. Also to tell me to read more. It is indeed not a road of all smooth sailing, but God's grace and strength will see me through.
Still God is really great and I might be getting a part-time job soon. Not really sure how much hours I need to work for the moment but through the conversion it sounds like roughly 14-16hrs a week. It's pretty alright actually cos it's an evening job. If I work just on fri and sat evening it'll be 13hrs and I can earn about 84.50. Doesn't cover my rent but it'll cover half my rent and most of my living expenses so it's not too bad. If I work more I'll just earn more. But anyway all is still to be confirm. It does seems that I have a lot going on in my life right now and I think I really have to give and take and give some things for my first year. Oh well, I'll just plan as things come my way, really hard to say currently.
Anyway time to sleep, till next time.
Thursday, 22 September 2011
things i learn so far in the week..
1. a game call ring of fire
2. drink call jager bomb
3. i don't like strongbow and red stripe is not bad
4. bournemouth is an awesome place and i'm glad i chose this place
5. which ever grp i belong to it's in God's hand..but the timetable is looking unbelievable, which ever grp it is we have like only 3-4days of sch and certain day is only 2hrs..
6. my housemates are really nice people
7. i have really crazy but fun course mates..
8. drinking wine from the bottle is fun
9. drinking wine to beer to jager bomb to cocktail is not good even if i'm still sober at the end..
10. BOURNEMOUTH rox!! :)
updates: culture shock even when i already know and prepare my heart and mind for it
1. people are really more open than i thought (barely know each other for few days and they are kissing with tongue, and its actually casual..no commitment after that..) i cannot get use to that..no..
2. gals wearing really revealing clothes..like really revealing that even i can't help but stare..
2. drink call jager bomb
3. i don't like strongbow and red stripe is not bad
4. bournemouth is an awesome place and i'm glad i chose this place
5. which ever grp i belong to it's in God's hand..but the timetable is looking unbelievable, which ever grp it is we have like only 3-4days of sch and certain day is only 2hrs..
6. my housemates are really nice people
7. i have really crazy but fun course mates..
8. drinking wine from the bottle is fun
9. drinking wine to beer to jager bomb to cocktail is not good even if i'm still sober at the end..
10. BOURNEMOUTH rox!! :)
updates: culture shock even when i already know and prepare my heart and mind for it
1. people are really more open than i thought (barely know each other for few days and they are kissing with tongue, and its actually casual..no commitment after that..) i cannot get use to that..no..
2. gals wearing really revealing clothes..like really revealing that even i can't help but stare..
Monday, 19 September 2011
it's been 6 days...
It's already 6 days that I've arrived in Bournemouth. I did a homestay for the first 3 nights and was staying at poole which is like 20-30min bus ride away from bournemouth. Poole is as lovely and beautiful as Bournemouth. You can see from the pictures online :). It's been great so far, meeting new people everyday, thou' its really just hi, where are you from, what course you taking and then that's it. Met like tons of people from many places but not like i remember them all. It's great fun thou'.
Oh one thing i hadn't mention is how interesting God is. On my way to the UK, i did a transit at dubai. I had like 5hr of transit time and I was like planning to read a book during that time. But God had a different plan for me. When I alight the Singapore plane at dubai, the lady sitting in front of me turn and just smile, i smile back. We were waiting to alight the plane. After alighting, getting check in again etc. I decided to find a place that i can crash for the next 3.30hrs (the whole alighting, walking in the airport and checking in took quite a bit of time)..anyway, i went to the area near my gate hoping to find like a place to sit, get a coffee and rest. I did, I ended up at costa, order food and sat down. Then I saw right across the table is the lady on the same Singapore flight as me. Well I just kept that thought and didn't do anything. Not until a family with kids and lots of stuff came near me trying to look for a seat..they found a 2 sitter seat and the mother sat down trying to feed the baby, 2 other kids just sat at the floor behind me..i have no idea what came over me (i believe it's the holy spirit) I went to the lady and ask if i could sit with her and gave my seats to the 2 kid. And so I did, she was nice to agree. I reminded her we were on the same flight and then we had small chats. It was during the small chats we realise that both of us are christian and we started talking about christian stuff. We shared stories and had a bond there, just right at the airport in dubai costa. It was like having a 2 person cell group. It was amazing. What was the interesting part is the enlightenment I got at the end of this whole incident. It was God sending her to remind me not to sway from my path. I had told God so many times that if production is the place he want me to be then equip me with the skills. And I've told myself that I want to make shows giving the right teachings, right moral. I want to be able to produce shows that touch the hearts of people. And I pray that I will not sway from that path. It's always easy to sway from paths like this. When you have to make shows that earns money and shows that most people want to watch. Well all I can do is pray. Pray that I will be constantly be reminded of my path.
I'm going to start church hunting this weekend. Will be joining 2 christian union mates to their church which is like 7-10min walk from my house. I've seen like one church also 7-10min walk from my place but that church has a different set of believes. Oh and a challenging part of my accommodation, right opposite and I mean just right in front of my window is a Jehovah's witness church. I don't think any of my housemates are christian but that's fine. They are really nice people. Well it's 6 days and I have 3 years ahead of me so it's still a long way to go. Gonna sleep now..it's freaking late.
Oh one thing i hadn't mention is how interesting God is. On my way to the UK, i did a transit at dubai. I had like 5hr of transit time and I was like planning to read a book during that time. But God had a different plan for me. When I alight the Singapore plane at dubai, the lady sitting in front of me turn and just smile, i smile back. We were waiting to alight the plane. After alighting, getting check in again etc. I decided to find a place that i can crash for the next 3.30hrs (the whole alighting, walking in the airport and checking in took quite a bit of time)..anyway, i went to the area near my gate hoping to find like a place to sit, get a coffee and rest. I did, I ended up at costa, order food and sat down. Then I saw right across the table is the lady on the same Singapore flight as me. Well I just kept that thought and didn't do anything. Not until a family with kids and lots of stuff came near me trying to look for a seat..they found a 2 sitter seat and the mother sat down trying to feed the baby, 2 other kids just sat at the floor behind me..i have no idea what came over me (i believe it's the holy spirit) I went to the lady and ask if i could sit with her and gave my seats to the 2 kid. And so I did, she was nice to agree. I reminded her we were on the same flight and then we had small chats. It was during the small chats we realise that both of us are christian and we started talking about christian stuff. We shared stories and had a bond there, just right at the airport in dubai costa. It was like having a 2 person cell group. It was amazing. What was the interesting part is the enlightenment I got at the end of this whole incident. It was God sending her to remind me not to sway from my path. I had told God so many times that if production is the place he want me to be then equip me with the skills. And I've told myself that I want to make shows giving the right teachings, right moral. I want to be able to produce shows that touch the hearts of people. And I pray that I will not sway from that path. It's always easy to sway from paths like this. When you have to make shows that earns money and shows that most people want to watch. Well all I can do is pray. Pray that I will be constantly be reminded of my path.
I'm going to start church hunting this weekend. Will be joining 2 christian union mates to their church which is like 7-10min walk from my house. I've seen like one church also 7-10min walk from my place but that church has a different set of believes. Oh and a challenging part of my accommodation, right opposite and I mean just right in front of my window is a Jehovah's witness church. I don't think any of my housemates are christian but that's fine. They are really nice people. Well it's 6 days and I have 3 years ahead of me so it's still a long way to go. Gonna sleep now..it's freaking late.
从决定到离开的两个月
开始新的博客已经两个月啦，时间真的过的很快。而我也已经离开新加坡到英国开创一个新的旅程。
这个两个月里有好多的思考我都好想写在博客里， 但是都不知如何下笔。本想在离开新加坡前写下最后的一篇的但始终法静下心，没法整理好思绪。
一个人搭上飞机后也有很多的感触，就在这很长的时间把想写的都写下来。
之前一直期盼着可以出国生造一直重复的问天父我之后的道路是什么。等待了3年天父终于回答了。我想在着3年中的等待是他想要预备我以后的道路。3年中我学习到的不只有等待的功课也有在工作上遇到种种的事情时依靠上帝的所赐的力量。从工作上所学习的将是我到英国学习最好的装备。
而在要离开新加坡的那段期间，尽量的去安排和不同朋友见面。曾经因为得不到回应而想要放弃。想到曾经是很要好的朋友现在想要见面却如此的困难就觉得很悲伤。因为大家长大后各自有了新的朋友和事业渐渐的就很少联络，渐渐的就越来越疏远，曾经的好友已成为普通朋友。想到这点又感伤起来。可是上帝却借此机会让我和一群很久不见的朋友重逢，重新的联络感情，彼此分享最近的生活。让我们都回想曾经还是学生的我们。我想有些事情从不同的角度去看会得到不同的想法吧。
这次出国也想更深的去感受神的同在，更加依靠他的力量去克服每一个难关。我会好好加油的，在新加坡的朋友们也一起为我加油吧。
这个两个月里有好多的思考我都好想写在博客里， 但是都不知如何下笔。本想在离开新加坡前写下最后的一篇的但始终法静下心，没法整理好思绪。
一个人搭上飞机后也有很多的感触，就在这很长的时间把想写的都写下来。
之前一直期盼着可以出国生造一直重复的问天父我之后的道路是什么。等待了3年天父终于回答了。我想在着3年中的等待是他想要预备我以后的道路。3年中我学习到的不只有等待的功课也有在工作上遇到种种的事情时依靠上帝的所赐的力量。从工作上所学习的将是我到英国学习最好的装备。
而在要离开新加坡的那段期间，尽量的去安排和不同朋友见面。曾经因为得不到回应而想要放弃。想到曾经是很要好的朋友现在想要见面却如此的困难就觉得很悲伤。因为大家长大后各自有了新的朋友和事业渐渐的就很少联络，渐渐的就越来越疏远，曾经的好友已成为普通朋友。想到这点又感伤起来。可是上帝却借此机会让我和一群很久不见的朋友重逢，重新的联络感情，彼此分享最近的生活。让我们都回想曾经还是学生的我们。我想有些事情从不同的角度去看会得到不同的想法吧。
这次出国也想更深的去感受神的同在，更加依靠他的力量去克服每一个难关。我会好好加油的，在新加坡的朋友们也一起为我加油吧。
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
终于决定了
经过了长时间的思考，终于决定要去读书了。做这决定前我挣扎了很久，因为要从我父亲那里借那么多钱实在是不容易开口。开了口后又不知道这么做是否是对的。当然读书并没有错但是要从家人那里借那么多的钱始终是不好意思。之后听了同事们的分析和妹妹的鼓励我想如果我放弃这次的机会将来一定会后悔。
没错，我现在的事业才刚刚开始，慢慢得上了轨道，现在离开实在是可惜。但是我也知道自己的能力到哪里，如果我不去读书深造可能以后一辈子都会停留在这里。如果想要继续发展对我自己而言学习是必然的。需要更多的知识，更多地了解这一行。分镜，剪接，拍摄的镜头，感觉，还有就是我想拍怎样的戏。当然我也可以在工作里慢慢得去学习，但是那需要多少的时间，会不会4-5年后当身边的朋友都一一在事业上有了一定的成就时我还停留在同一个地方能？而如果要我再等多两年存了更多的钱才去，我应该也不会想要去读书了吧。到那时候自己的年纪都不小了因该会觉得不想去上大学了吧。
最近也看到一个报道，有人对一群传媒系的毕业生说过，媒体是很有力量的媒介，在媒体界里工作不要只工作，要去思考去摸索自己想要告诉世人什么，自己想要拍摄什么，自己想要带出什么讯息然后为了带出这个讯息而努力。让我也想要摸索自己想要拍摄怎样的戏，想要在哪一个地方努力。我想只有恢复学生的生分才能看清楚前面该走的路吧。电视界不只有综艺节目而已，还有戏剧，搞笑剧，长剧，纪录片，虽然现在的我想要拍偶像剧，但我也不排除想要拍纪录片的发展。虽然前面的道路还是模糊的，但是我相信有上帝的指导就不会有问题的。接下来只要勇敢的，大胆的往前面的道路行走就是了。
没错，我现在的事业才刚刚开始，慢慢得上了轨道，现在离开实在是可惜。但是我也知道自己的能力到哪里，如果我不去读书深造可能以后一辈子都会停留在这里。如果想要继续发展对我自己而言学习是必然的。需要更多的知识，更多地了解这一行。分镜，剪接，拍摄的镜头，感觉，还有就是我想拍怎样的戏。当然我也可以在工作里慢慢得去学习，但是那需要多少的时间，会不会4-5年后当身边的朋友都一一在事业上有了一定的成就时我还停留在同一个地方能？而如果要我再等多两年存了更多的钱才去，我应该也不会想要去读书了吧。到那时候自己的年纪都不小了因该会觉得不想去上大学了吧。
最近也看到一个报道，有人对一群传媒系的毕业生说过，媒体是很有力量的媒介，在媒体界里工作不要只工作，要去思考去摸索自己想要告诉世人什么，自己想要拍摄什么，自己想要带出什么讯息然后为了带出这个讯息而努力。让我也想要摸索自己想要拍摄怎样的戏，想要在哪一个地方努力。我想只有恢复学生的生分才能看清楚前面该走的路吧。电视界不只有综艺节目而已，还有戏剧，搞笑剧，长剧，纪录片，虽然现在的我想要拍偶像剧，但我也不排除想要拍纪录片的发展。虽然前面的道路还是模糊的，但是我相信有上帝的指导就不会有问题的。接下来只要勇敢的，大胆的往前面的道路行走就是了。
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